If I Had One Phone Call

Hi, Grandma. 

Are you there?

I miss you. It's funny how I never realized just how much you meant to me until you were gone.

Does time go any faster or slower up there? Are you happier there than you were here? I hope so, because that would make me feel a lot better.

Can you hear me? I'm not supposed to pray to you, but sometimes I do anyway. Do you listen to me, or are you too busy doing more important things?

I love you. I was thinking about you today and about how loving you set me up to have my heart broken again.

You broke my heart, Grandma. I know you didn't try to, but when you died a part of me went with you.

But I don't regret loving you.

I'll talk to you later, okay? I love you.

Goodbye.